Kamis, 05 Januari 2012

This is my confession;
not a day goes by where
you don't cross my mind.

I really missed you tonight.
I miss talking to you.
Knowing that you get me.
And every time i talk to someone else
it just reminds me of how much they dont.

he's standing on a line
between giving up and seeing
how much more she can take.

Sometimes we expect more from others
Because we would be willing to do that
much for them...

If you dont fo after what you want
you'll never get it..
If you don't ask
the answer will always be no.
If you dont step forward
Your always in the same place

Maybe things do happen for a reason.
Maybe they don't,
But no matter what they still happen.

you only have 3 choices when it comes to love.
-Give it up
-Give in
-Give it all you've got.
You decide which ones worth it.

Forget.
I'm not sure i could.
They say time heals everything
but im still waiting..

People always say follow your heart.
But what they don't tell you is that
just because you follow your heart
doesn't mean theres a happy ending.


emotionally

Behind
this innocent smile of mine
lay words left unsaid
words of longing , love , anger and hate
all repeated inside my head.

I saw your smile again today;
i know it's been awhile and
i was reminded why
i could never forget that smile

Just because you keep something a secret
doesn't mean it never happened,
no matter how much you want that to be true.

I think that the only reason why people
hold onto memories so tight for so long
is because memories are the only things
that don't change when everything else does.

Take chances
because it's better to cross the line
and suffer the consequences than to
stare at that line for the rest of your life.

If it really didn't matter,
you wouldnt spend so much
time thinking about it.

It's hard when you shouldn't hold on
but your too inlove to let go.

There's just something about you
i'm scared to lose because
i know i wont find it in anyone else

Be mad for as long as you can,
cause once you stop it hurts like hell

The truley painful good byes
are the ones that are
never said and never explained

It seems when you want someone,
they dont want you.
And when someone wants you
You don't want them.
And when you both want eachother
something has to come and mess it up

We fear rejection
want attention
crave affection
and dream of perfection

hanya kata

lelehan besi tua tak hentinya mengguyur luka yang semakin dalam
aroma mawar tak seindah wujudnya yang berduri
menjajaki kawah pesakitan yang terselubung khianat
inikah yang mereka sebut dengan sudut awal kebahagiaan kelak

bagiku ini tak lebih dari sekedar kertas lusuh dengan coretan tanah
tak pula lebih indah dari kursi goyang tua yang menghiasi teras rumah
hanya berusaha menyunggingkan setitik senyum di ujung bibir
dan entah harus kulakukan untuk menutupi air mata

esok semoga tak lebih hina dari carut marut  binal kehidupan
hanya mengangkat harap
tak ingin lebih
berusaha menapaki jalanan kehidupan